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Name: Jenni
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Northampton
Birthday: 6/19/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: PIE!!! i like hanging out with my friends harassing random people, it's fun! and i like writing stories and poems and reading and researching things about the universe, i love stars! and the paranormal.
Expertise: eating pie!! and cheesecake... plotting your demise...or the demise of your ego. you'll often find me hiding in the shadows and dark corners of the world where my stupidity won't be as easily detected.
Occupation: Customer service/support
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  demonchild1311
Yahoo:  killerlawngnome911
Member Since:
4/3/2004
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| where'd everyone go? no1 likes xanga anymore?....damn....i barely ever come here anymore either. myspace has the most popularity i'd say. | | |
| omg, haven't been here i na while. i haven't felt much like giving any updates on my life, nothing too important to update on. things are going pretty well in general. i haven't updated on anything on my myspace either, i'm on there more often though..everyone is, lol. i've also started an account on live journal, although, i'm not on there much either, but my sn on there is egyptiansunset2, i think. i kind of forget it's egyptiansunset something, i'm not too sure about the number, lol. i figure it out later and verify that...anyway, i have the day off today, i've just been relaxing for the most part, i did alittle shopping, spoiled myself a little bit  , it's not often i do that, so it's ok. i still have plenty of money till i get paid next week, so i figured i could afford to get some things for myself. well, i don't have too much else to talk about so, i'm gonna go now. | | |
| not much to update on today. brianne and i went to anne margarettes in palmerton to look at wedding dresses for her's and brian's wedding. they're planning on getting married next july. congrats guys, i'm happy for both of you.  later on at about 7 or 8 aaron and i are going bowling with our manager/friend, matt. never a dull moment in my life, lol. i'm still at mcdonald's, that's going alright, it's been really busy lately, mostly because of the carnival in walnutport, i guess. i'm dreading work tomorrow because the fireworks are tomorrow night at the carnival. and i remember working the same night last year and it was awful, let's hope it's a little better this year. but anyway...i'll update again later on or another day when i have more to say, until then, i love all of you, take care, bye bye. | | |
| ok, i feel really bad. i don't want anyone blaming themselves or anyone else for my shortage of time and money. nobody did anything wrong. that's not anyone's fault but my own. i understand if people that haven't seen me in a while want to spend time with me, i want to spend time with them too, yes, i miss being able to hang out with everyone all the time, but realistically, i can't do that all the time, because of working all the time (until hours when most people i know aren't awake), and because of the low paying job that i have, i don't have much money to spend on fun. i would love to be able to hang out with everyone all the time, and just live life like one big party, but unfortunately, it's gonna take a winning lottery ticket for that, and that doesn't look too likely. don't think just because i haven't spent time with some of you that i haven't thought about you, or that i care about you less, because i don't. i still love every one of my friends and family dearly. just because i don't see you as frequently as i used to, or would like to doesn't mean i don't care. and it's not anyone else's fault that i haven't been spending as much time with you, it's just because i have other responsibilities that i have to take care of sometimes. but anyway, as far as an update on my life goes, my relationship with aaron is still going well. i'm happy i'm with him, he's alot nicer than dennis ever was. we spend alot of time with our friend john michael, and it's alot of fun, but, as we've discussed we need to stop going out so much because of gas and money. gas prices are crazy these days. well, that's about it for now, i'll update a lil later. | | |
| i guess it's about ime i update again. i'm home again for the night, and tomorrow night. i haven't really been home that much. there's been so much drama lately, mostly at work, i'm not gonna get tinto that right now though. i'd like to apologize to some people, just in general, becuase i haven't really talked to quite a few people in a while and i feel like i've been neglecting some of my very dear and close friends, and i do feel really bad about that. i want to find time to talk to and hang out with so many people, and sometimes it's really hard to do when i'm working so much and so late, and i'm on a different schedule than alot of people. i know sarah told me she's upset because we haven't been hanging out much lately. i would like to hang out with everyone more often, but like i said, it's hard to hang out with everyone when i'm working 5 nights a week, and i only have off 2 days, and then i hang out with people during all of my free time, and i fall behind on my own priorities, and i spend too much money, and then i'm stressed out because i have no time to myself, and i keep forgetting importnat things that i need to do, and i stress myself trying to find time to do the things that i need to do, and make everyone else happy at the same time, and i need everyone to understand, that causes alot of anxiety and stress. i try to make everyone happy, and i push myself to do that and push my own needs to the side, and people still get upset, not anyone in particular, and i don't want anyone to get the wrong idea from this. i'm not mad, and i'm not upset, but i don't want everyone getting upset with me and mad at me because i can't always be around. i feel guilty all the time if i haven't been hanging out with some people, and i try to find time, but i have a bunch of other things to do sometimes. one day i would like to get out of mcdonald's, but i can't do that if i don't have some time to myself to look for something else. i don't know, i had a bunch of other things i wanted to talk about but i'll put that in another entry. aaron, please don't be upset, i'm not complaining about you, that wasn't about you, lol. because right now, you're probably worried that it was, it's not. you're not complaining when i want time to myself, you haven't been making me feel guilty, don't worry about it. lol, i love you. i'm not complaining about anyone, i'm just saying i don't want to feel bad. but i always do, someone always finds a way to make me feel guilty, lol. probably because i care alot about alot of people, and if i've done something that upsets them, i feel horrible. and i can't seem to talk myself out of feeling like that. | | |
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